michelle loves dar <33

POST BIRTHDAY PIC.

2009-03-04T01:54:00.003+08:00

LET PICTURE FILLED MY THOUGHTS (:

( A CIGG A DAY KEEPS THE DOCTOR AWAY :) )

( ACTING CUTE ((: )

( SEE MY INNCENT FACE MA? HEHS. )

( TAKEN BEFORE GOIN TO MY CELEBRATION )

( BABY BOY, I MISS YOU.. )

( DUN EVER PLAY WITH MY FEELING )

( SLEEPLESS NITE .. SEE MY DARK CIRCLE )) : )

( GIFT FROM WEN TING MEI )

( WON FROM GAME (( : )

( BABY WINNIE ^^ )

( PRESENT FROM MR GERARD )

( GIFT FRM MR GERARD DURING CLUBBING TIME )

( MUSICAL BOX FRM LOVELY CHRIS (; )

( FROM LOVELY CHRIS TOO :))

( L.O.V.E. M.E. )

happy 18th birthday.. ((=

2009-03-04T01:18:00.001+08:00

My Birthday Celebration has sucessfully ended.
Thank all the ppl who wish miie birthday in any form..
i'm touched ppl.. ((;
For those who forgot my birthday or watsoever,
its ok,
i'm used to ppl forget le.. (laughs)
just wanna update about my big day.

27th feb :

Went to Causeway Point to do my stuffs n things.
After that went for a brunch cum dinner @ SEOUL GARDEN.
Was kana disiao By Janson.
go bang wall la...
haha...
He keep di siao miie,
ask miie remember Ta Bao all the food there giv mummy...
kanasai. (:
Was really very touched by janson Action.
Lol..thanks for your concern,
i know you cant wait to see my becum big fat pig watt...
hahs...
bleak, thanks for ur offer to wanting to change a new soup base n tins for me to have my @nd round,
but too bad, i damn full le..
next time eh.. ;)
after tat go walk around,
wtf, nothing to shop lo,
hahas.
went home for the next comin event.

28th feb :
when e clock strives 12,
Mr Gerard bring the cake out. ((:
sang songs n tins,
n had e lovely BLACKFOREST cake (yummy ).
Den den den,
went out to do my OFFICIAL 18th tins...
hahs...
guess watt i've done?
lol...
officially brought CIGG N LIQUOR From 7-11.
hahs...
but no highness e...
siian....
went for my beauty sleep n wake up a few hrs later......
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nite time :

Went to CLUBBING with Mr Gerard, Clement (scandal) , vincent and etc.
Met up with Mr big chick n guys .
fcuk lo, say no chio bu dun wann go...
end up they passed me the present den go liao ... =.* "
after that,
went to ZICRA..
siian,not funn @ all e lol...
so borrrrrrrrrrrred inside.
drank beers n liqor,
dance n den off we go to the nxt stop...
....
....
...
Yup,
Went to the PUB called NEXT STOP n have our second round..
hahs..
MORE PPL were there..
they are :
alvin, bing wei, n gangs..
they opened liqor again n treat us...
sooo good... lol...
WHISKY mix wid coke,plain water etc,
VOLKA mix wif etc.
drank alot dere,
but still not drunk yet...
( good drinker eh )
den went around to a few pubs,
clement intro miie a few of his gans..
lol..
tok cock sing song play majong,
den went back dere again,
drank again n off we go ...
hahs...
reach back amrt n went for breakfast..
( still damn sober ok :) )
went back hm n slp....

01St march :
slept till evening time,
woke up,
head for dinner @ vista point.
slack... slack slack,
n bac hm to clean my LIL BABY.. ((;
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* special thanks to all ppl who makes my day...
thanks all for ur presents...
thanks all for makin my day so memorable...
i love you guys...
((;

♥ xiiao michelle ♥

2009-01-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

You must acknowledge and experience this part of the universe.
Karma is intricate, too vast.
You would, with your limited human senses, consider it too unfair.
But you have tools to really, truly love.
Loving the children is very important.
But love everyone as you would love your children.

2008-12-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

突然好想你
'最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已
属於我自已只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经为
何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息

2008-12-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

人在成长的过程中,
难免遇到挫折,
懂得保护自己,
也要懂得爱自己.
生命的乐章,
看你自己如何去谱写.
躲避不一定躲得过,
面对不一定最难受,
得到不一定能长久,
失去不一定不再有,转身不一定最软弱.
别急着说别无选择,
别以为世上只有对与错,
许多事情的答案不只一个,
所以我们永远有路可以走.
你能找到理由难过,
也一定能找到快乐,
懂得放心的人找到轻松,
懂得遗忘的人找到自由,
懂得关怀的人找到朋友...

2008-12-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

earthling!!!
i'm sick...!!!
from fri nite till now siia!!!
haiis...
keep havin high fever...
until 39degree!!!
oh my....
see doc eat med also no use siia!!!
WTF!
mornin wake up n found myself having terrible nose bleed...
nvr mind...
wat shock miie e most is i even cough out blood!
hais...
poor miie...
lose my voice le...
throat damned pain siia..
hais ))=
gt to work tml..
damned fcuk!
hais...

= xiiao michelle =

2008-12-03T01:08:00.002+08:00

so long nvr update le...
been busy with stuffs...
nvr ending stuffs....
anyway....
yesterday was a bad day for miie....
kana check by the police...
haiis...
was quarrelling with him..
he threaten to cut his wrist...
have an heated argument with him...
snatch his penknife alot of times...
end up hurting myself too...
*sobx*
police came...
spot check us...
luckily i've throw it away...
cant find anythin...
in e end they go...
but they retain us dere quite long...
everytin to be posted again...
i'm sad...
i hate ppl threatening me...

TO ; KNNBCCB BITCH!
YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO U R..
SPOIL MY REPUTATON UNTIL VERY HAPPY HOR!!
U TINK I DUNNO WATT U DO MA?
GO ROUND TELLING PPL BOUT WATT I'VE DID??!!
TINKING I DUNNO?
I ANSWER FOR ALL MY TINS...
BUT U NO BALL TO ADMIT WATT U'VE DONE IS IT?
NO BALL JUST SAY!
OH YA,I FORGOT U NO BALL!!
HOW CAN U HAVE BALL RITE?!
HAHA...
HAPPILY SPOILING MY REPUTATION GO AHEAD!
I WONT BE AFFECTED E...
DUN FORGET I'M XIIAO MICHELLE!
IF U TINK WATT U DONE NOW CAN HURT MIIE,
DEN I CAN TELL U...
SO SAD...
I WONT BE LEAST AFFECTED BY U E...
THE MORE U WANN SEE MIIE SUFFER,
THE MORE I WONT...
E MORE U TRY TO SPOIL MIIE...
THE MORE IT WONT BE SPOILT!
I'M XIIAO MICHELLE!
DUN FORGET K!!!
I'M NOT A GOOD PPL TO PLAY WITH..
BEAR THIS IN MIND...
I PROMISE HIM I WONT TOUCH U...
MEANS I WONT!
BUT DUN GO TOO FAR!
EVERBODY HAD A LIMIT TO THEIR TEMPER K!
IF U TINK U WANNA TRY MIIE,
DEN COME ON...
GAME WILL BE ENTERTAIN...
I WONT BE THE ONE TAT GONNA CHE U DAI JI E...
BUT I DUNNO WATT I'M GONNA DO WHEN I MAD...
TRY ME K?
WATT U'VE DONE I'VE NOD ALL TIS WHILE!
U CAN BLUFF ALL PPL BUT NO ME...
STOP BEING SO INNOCENT LA HOR!
U HONGSTER BITCH!
WANN SPOIL MIIE COME ON!
I WONT GO GALS HOME COX OF U E!
I'M NOT TAT STUPID TO DO TIS KIND OF STUPID TIN!
GO AHEAD N TELL PPL TAT I HATE U!
GO ROUND TELLING PPL MY EVERYTIN!!
I TELL U.
I ANSWER FOR ALL MY ACTIONS,
COX I GOT THE COURAGE TO DO N ADMIT!
U CANT RITE?
IF U CAN,
U WONT BE HERE SPOILING MIIE SECRETLY LE...
YES, I HATE U!
I HATE U TO E CORE!
I CANT WAIT TO KILL U!!
I CANT WAIT TO SEE U DIE!!
I CANT WAIT TO SEE U SUFFER!
BUT DUN WORRY..
I WONT LAY A FINGER ON U E...
COX I BELIEVE IN KARMA!
KARMA! NOD WAT IS IT?
WAT GOES UP WILL ALWAYS COME DOWN E!
TRY ME...
I LOVE PLAYING WITH U!!
I CANT WAIT TO LET PPL SEE E REAL U!!
I'M WAITING FOR TAT DAY!
COME ON!
U CHILDISH LIL GAL...
SO POOR TIN OF U TO PLAY WIF A GAL LIK MIIE,
GO SUCK UR MUMMY PUSSY FIRST B4 U DO ANYTHING LA!
CHEE BYE KIA!
*SPOIL MIIE FOR ALL U CAN!

anyway... this photo was taken on mummy birthday...
the sky was so beatuiful tat evening...
and it makes mummy day... ((=

*went to tattoo last sunday...
my first baby devil tattoo...
so in love with it...
nice rite?

anyway, many ppl have try to spoil my reputation...
i'm gettin fed up...
i dunno watt i' gonna be doin when i mad...
dun try it!
cox u'll regret!

= xiiao michelle =

2008-11-24T01:50:00.002+08:00

no mood to say anythin now....

let pictures say e words.....

* toys tat are recently in my hot fave list... *

*from left : the wrong clone turtle , xiiao turtle 1, mantou e happy,xiiao turtle 2, and shy shy ah cow ... ((=

* my darling krisby sitting behind a bicycle.... steady hor... *winks*

*faking die ... actually she was too tired till she fall asleep lik tat...

do u nod?

* have you notice?

we hav been quarrelin lik for tis few days?

watt happen???

i really dunno...

i start to tired le...

is it so hard for us to talk peacefully???

y mus u keep bringin small matter up???

is losin a frien lik u so good???

i dunno....

i dunn wish to lost u as a frien...

i really dun....

cherish tis friendship hao ma???

i really tired le...

dun make me go mad....

= xiiao michelle =

NUFFNANG FIRST BLOOD DRIVE FOR BLOGGERS!!!

2008-11-16T01:19:00.005+08:00

NUFFNANG FIRST BLOOD DRIVE FOR BLOGGERS!!!

hey earthlings!!!!

have you guys heard about Nuffnang organising the first and ever blogger blood drive in Singapore??!!!

As bloggers, we should do our part in helping to save life right?? ((=

yeah... its blood donation!!!

heard that?

i always wanted to donate my blood but...

i am still young to donate... so sad... ))=

so i can only stand at one side and giv my moral support to all my fellows friends helpin out ((=

REMEMBER :

25,000 bloggers can do a whole lot of good for the community at large, and we want to make as much noise as possible!

The Nuffnang team has been hard at work to ensure that whilst our bloggers are doing good, all our bloggers have as fun a day out as possible!

It will be a blogger “festival” of sorts, with games (fun!), movie screenings (interesting!), food (yummy!), and great great company THROUGHOUT the day.

Each blogger blood donor will also receive a certificate to commemorate this momentous event, and a very limited T Shirt, to SHOUT TO THE WORLD, “I TOOK PART IN SINGAPORE’S FIRST BLOGGER BLOOD DONATION DRIVE”.

You will be so proud of yourself as a blogger and to able to make a difference!

guys!!! do ur part and help donate k???

i know you all are reading my blog... ((=

*laugh*

we are helping to save life!!!!!!!

soooooo.......

let me say again.....

heres wat!!! :

Each nuffnanger blood donor will also receive a certificate to commemorate this momentous event, and a very limited T Shirt,

to SHOUT TO THE WORLD, "I TOOK PART IN SINGAPORE'S FIRST BLOGGER BLOOD DONATION DRIVE".

how cool it is....

how i wish i can have this shirt... ))=

*wink* sponser me la... pls... ((+

so lets jus donate a lil of our blood... ((=

you believe helpin is a good deed yeah??

faster register today!!!

many ppl will be waiting for ur precious blood.. ((=

see you guys dere!!!!

muackx... ((=

DETAILS ARE BELOW....

TO REGISTER for this event:

Email your name, IC no, phone number and blog address to savelives@nuffnang.com

FOR MORE INFORMATION: Email your queries to aymt@nuffnang.com

Deadline for registering: 24th November 2008!

= xiiao michelle =

2008-11-14T03:31:00.002+08:00

APOLOGISE :

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah
I loved you with the fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa....
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

2008-11-14T03:16:00.002+08:00

MY PIG IS AWAY OVERSEAS SIIA...
I MISS HIM DAMNED MUCH... ))+
PIGGY...
I COUNTING DOWN....
FASTER COME BACK K??
I GOT TONS OF TINS TO SHARE WIF YOU... ((=

13/11/08
DAY 1 WIFOUT PIGGY....
HAIIS....
maybe i too used to be with him le ba....
suddenly without him around,
it was lik a lost sheep in a big city lo....
no mood work at all....
ended out injured my fingeer while workin....
and it was lik bleeding profusely?
fuck out job,
fuck up friends...
cock up arrangement..
fook fook fook!!!!
my heart now really confuse....
i'm lost in my own world...
why am i keep tinkin bout the past??
its alr over le....
anyway....
I WANN LEARN MAKE UP COURSE!!!
ANYBODY KNOW BOUT E DETAILS??!!
WHO WANNA BE MY MODEL??!!
HEHEEHH.... ((=

fiz :

thanks for acc miie yesterday...
hope u pass ur exam o.o...

= xiiao michelle =

2008-11-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

= xiiao michelle =

2008-11-07T00:40:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY Went to meet my dearest ----------------------------------

FIRDAUZ!!!

really have a nice chat wif him....

its lik....we have not been seeing each other for so long....

haha....

went to the carpark rooftop lik we used to be @....

alot of memories came bac....

i've really cool down and feel moe relieved after talkin to him....

mayb i am giving myself too much stress??

or am i giving myself too many tins to solve?

i dunno....

fiz :

yesterday i really got a nice chat with u....

somehow i really feel relieved after talkin to u....

it seems lik u are the only one other than my stead to nods me so well....

i am touched by ur action....

i really miss the days we used to sat dere...

talkin bout all the tins....

thanks for being dere for me when i needed someone to talk to...

muackx....

shall we meet up often??

haha... i'll miss u e.... ((=

=xiiao michelle=

PHOTO TAKING TIME :

AN OVERDUED PHOTO OF ME AND DARLING... HAHA... I LOVE YOU LA.. ((=

PROMISE ME TAT U NOT GONNA LEAVE ME .....

I REALLY LOVE YOU DAH... REALLY!!!

AREN'T THEY CUTE?? I WANN!!!

2008-11-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

DONE A ANALYSIS ON THE WEB ON MY HANDWRITING....
AND GUESS WATT....
THIS IS WATT IT SAYS ..
I DUNNO HOW TRUE IT IS...
U ALL JUDGE K? :

" Xiiao uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. "

( a lil bit correct ... mayb? )

" The circumstances when Xiiao does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. "

( I AGREE WIF TIS SENTENCE!! NODS HEAD!! :D )

" Xiiao will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. "

( CORRECT MAN.. HEHE ... :D )

" Xiiao is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

( ERMM... MAYB? )

" People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Xiiao doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others. "

(HMMM.. SO SO ONLY I GUESS? *.* )

" Xiiao will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Xiiao believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride. "

( HMM.. ALL MY BESTIES... IS IT TRUE?? #.# )

" Xiiao will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it! "

(YEAH.. :O )

" Xiiao is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Xiiao learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget. "

( HMM... ALMOST? )

" Xiiao is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.
She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most. "

( ERM... MAYB? )

" Xiiao is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Xiiao basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average. "

( :o )

" Xiiao is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Xiiao is having some confusion in her physical life. She is examining the past to give her answers about some of her physical desires. She may be trying to find a balance between her philosophical beliefs and her natural physical desires. "

( 100 % CORRECT FOR THIS.. ^^ )

" For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Xiiao has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper and the writing seems to be moving leftward as it creeps down the page. If this is true, then Xiiao has an unhealthy relationship to something in the present and has a fear of moving forward.
The right side of the page represents the future and Xiiao seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future.
Xiiao seems to be clinging to past events, withdrawing, and spending lots of time thinking about what happened or what might happen in the future. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin and face her demons. "

( FIRDAUS!!! ITS TRUE!!! )

2008-11-04T23:47:00.003+08:00

Am i still e xiiao michelle you guys used to nod??

AM i as cheerful as i used to be???

Have i change??

i dunno..

i seems to have change....

not longer e xiiao michelle i used to be le....

i'm not tat cheerful anymore....

i can hardly smile now....

my smiles are fake...

Its all so fake...

i'm down....

i'm really down....

down with fever recently....

its nt gettin any welll.....

haiis....

and to tat person....

PUA CHEE BYE!!!

CAN U JUS STOP ALL UR NONSENSE??!!!

NA BEI....

I REALLY HAVE ENOUGH OF U LE OK!!!

DUN TRY ACT INNOCENT IN FRONT OF ME LA HOR!!

I NOD WAT U ACTUALLY DID TO SPOIL MY REPUTATION LA HOR!!!

DUN ACT LE LA...

STOP SHEDDING UR COCRODILE TEARS LA HOR!!!

I'VE ENOUGH OF U LA HOR!!

STOP TRYIN TO SAVE BACK E RELATIONSHIP WIF MUMMY THEY ALL LA HOR!!
ITS ALL USELESS...

EVERYONE SEEN THROUGH U LE LA!!!

STOP DECEIVING URSELF AND OTHERS LA!!!

U MOTHER FUCKER!!!

WANN FLIRT WANN ANYTHING GO FAR AWAY FRM US LA!!!

*IF U GOT THE CHEEK TO KA MY JIAO WEI....

IF U GOT E CHEEK TO SAY UNTRUTH TIN BOUT ME...

WHY CANT U SAY IT IN FRONT OF ME??!!*
HUM JI AR??!!

NO BALL IZZIT??

WANN ME TEACH U SOME LESSON DEN ONLY U LEARN IS IT??

IF TATS THE CASE...

COME LA.!!!

U TINK ITS FUN TO SPOIL MY FRIENDSHIP AND RELATIONSHIP WIF PPL??!!

IF U TINK ITS FUNNY...

DEN GO AHEAD...

DUN COME CRYIN IN FRONT OF ME FOR DOIN THE SAME TIN BAC TO U...

U WANN ME SPOIL UR RELATIONSHIP WIF UR LAN JIAO STEAD RITE??!!

COME....

CHALLENGE ME...

SPOIL ME FOR ALL U CAN...

U DID IT...

AND SORRY....

I GONNA SCREW U UP FUCKER!!!

GO HOME AND SUCK UR MOTHER SMELLY HAI LA HOR!!

I SAY I GONNA SCREW U MEANS I'LL!!!

JUS WAKE AND SEE FUCKER!!!

这感觉已经不配了.。。。

我还何比想这样多？？？

2008-11-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

我不配

这街上太拥挤　
太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　
在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿　
又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　
隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你　
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

2008-10-30T00:27:00.001+08:00

I'M SOOOOO FEDDDDDD UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN ANYONE JUS SHOW SOME FUCKING CONCERN!!!!!!!

I'M REALLY DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M OUT OF MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!

= XIIAO MICHELLE =

2008-10-16T01:26:00.003+08:00

haiis....
my holiday gonna end soon le...
fuck....
totally lik no enough lik tat...
ciiaoz....
wateva....
@ least i did alot of meaninful tins tis few days...
meet up wif my GAN AIAI->AH BOY!!!
chatted with him...
aiai....
i really hope tat nthg will happen to u...
i dun wann u go in lei... ))=
can u dun go in for once??

chatted with my precious gal...
its lik dunno how long nvr saw her le....
miss her lik hell...
but forgot to take pics wif her... T.T
gal... be strong kk??

my off gonna end soon le....
my spine injury is bac again....
damn it....
damn painful...
haiis.... ))=
god bless me ...

=xiiao michelle =

１００个对不起（看了不要哭,很经典）

2008-10-06T23:36:00.001+08:00

１００个对不起（看了不要哭,很经典）

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。　　
：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？　　
：好，等我五分钟。　　
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。　
　　　
：我总要打扮一下啊。　　
：好啦，快一点喔。　
　　　
下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。　
　　　
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。　
　　　
：怎么这么慢？　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。　
　　　
什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。　　
：对不起。　　
　
　这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。　　
　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。　　
　　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。　　
　　
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。　　
：你最近怎么了？　　
：没有啊。　　
：那你为什么心情不好？　　
：没有啊。　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？　　
：...对不起。　　
：我不要听你说对不起。　　
　　
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。　　
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。　　
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？　　
：他休学了。　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？　　
：他已经一个月没来了。　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？　　
我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。　　
　　
：喂，你还在干嘛啊？　　
：什么？　　
　　
：ㄚ伟在医院啦。　　
：真的？他怎么了？　　
　　
：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。　　
：我马上去。　　
　　
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。　　
　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。　　
：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？　　
　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。　　
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角　　
：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。　　
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。　　
　　
我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。　　
　　
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。　　
　　
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　
第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　
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............................ 　　
................... 　　
................ 　　
........... 　　
......... 　　
..... 　　
第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟　　
　　
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第
　　
一百张照片。　　
　　
在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。　　
对不起。　　
我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!

2008-09-25T01:01:00.002+08:00

updates.... :

i dunno wats e big deal of seeing me....
kao....
i hav encounter few times tis week le....
went to causeway on monday.....
was shoppin happily den my supplier call me ask me go yishun....
ok lo....den i was lik rushin dere....
halfway to e entrance of causeway point....
i saw something very embraress me....
saw a few siiao kia from my EX sec sch....
they were lik shock to see miie....
den was lik shoutin lik mad ppl lik tat...
i dunn wann say out their name... i shall label them as h,x,a

h say : " EH...ISN'T TAT XIN YI?"
x : " WHICH XIN YI?? '
H : " NEH...THE LAST TIME IN OUR SCHOOL E LO... "
X,A : " SO?........(BLAH BLAH BLAH)

i was lik watt e FUCK??
i cannot go causeway e meh??
i go causeway very suprise meh??
siiao e lo....
even u see miie also no need so big reaction e ma!!!
na bei....
i jus HEW LAN them den walk away....
instantly DIAO them b4 i walk away....
causeway point not ur TERRITORY...
why i cant come meh???
siiao!!!

tis mornin went to mac with my dar....
same tin happen again....

i was eatin happily when someone saw miie den lik vey shockin lik tat....
she say : '' EH!!! XIN YI LEH!!! I SAW XIN YI LEH!!!"
B : " WHO?? WHICH XIN YI?? "
SHE : "NEH!! E ONE IN MY SCH E LO!!!"
B : "WHICH ONE??"
SHE : " MY SEC 1 E FRIEND LA!!! WA...SHE CHANGE ALOT LEH!!! "
SHE : " LETS GO SEE HER LEH!!! I SO LONG NVR SAW HER LE!!! "
B : '' ..."
jus b4 they left....
SHE : " EH!!! TURN BEHIND AND SEE HER LA!!! U SHOULD NOD HER E!!"
B : " DUNN WANN LA "
SHE : " GO SEE LA!!! "

in e end they walk out of mac....
i feel very shock...
is it so surprisein to see me ma??
i really dunn understand.....
haha... one word to describe....
SIIAO!!!
no big deal ma...
wa lao.....
but seriously i forgot who she is le....
hahax....

anyway....
i miss my GAN AIAI!!!
GAN AIAI!!! WHEN U COMIN OUT??!!
I MISS YOU LEH!!!
ALREADY ASK U DUN EAT SO MUCH D*UG LE U DUN LISTEN....
NOW POLICE BRING U GO IMH LE LO....WIN LE LO!!!
I REALLY MISS U TONS LEI....
FASTER COME OUT K AIAI....
CANT WAIT TO SEE U N SMOKE WIF U... HAHA... MUACKX...

MY DEAREST GAN DI NIC:
YOU GONNA BE OK E FOR UR CASE!!!
DUNN WORRY DI!!!
NOTHIN WILL HAPPEN TO U E!!!
ALTHOUGH JIE CANT ACC U TO COURT...
BUT I WISH U ALL E BEST...
MY DI CAN GET OUT E ...DUN WORRY!!!
DUN GET ANY MORE CASE AGAIN LE HOH!!!
JIE MISS U !!
MUACKX....

jus now was readin other ppl blog....
in e end link link link...
link till my 2 long lost frien....
haha...
1 is YUAN SHAN!!!

yuan shan gal!!!
i miss u damned much here siia.... dun worry.... I'll link u!! ((=
muackx....

and guess who makes me more surprise ma??!!
is my damned long lost frien JASMINE!!!
JASMINE!!! :
u really change alot lei...
really cant rec u lo...
haha.....
meet up soon alrite... muackx...
^^

tats all tat i wanna post for e time being....

= xiiao michelle =

2008-09-07T23:52:00.001+08:00

finally got my offday after so long..
its lik dunno 1234567890 yrs le...
wahaha....
finally i can sleep e whole day.. ^^
but didn't really enjoy myself la...
bought quite a few items online...
now waitin for it to arrive...
wahaha...
k la...time to slp le...
tatax.. ((=

= xiiao michelle =

2008-09-07T01:55:00.002+08:00

yeah...finally finish changin my blog skin le...
it looks nicer le...
wahaha...
goin slp soon...nite...

= xiiao michelle =

2008-09-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

blog under construction....

= xiiao michelle =

I NEED SUPPLIERS!!!

2008-09-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

2008-08-27T01:18:00.001+08:00

Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

2008-08-19T01:32:00.003+08:00

really fed up...

tis few days my life veery miserable...

fuck....

stupid hospital...

really make miie du lan!!!

keep makin miie lik idiot...

keep makin miie go dere...na bei....

i'm sad...

really sad....

tins keep happenin...

dai ji keep havin...

i wann to solve also cannot...

chicken....

haiis...

ricky di...y u always bluff miie e...say wann meet miie until so long le still haven meet...haiis...

all my kors....

wher were u guys??? i really miss u all tons.... when can we all meet up siia???

jies.... i'm really pissed off by many tins...u all nod ma???

haiis....mummy..daddy...kors..meis...jies...dis... y u all lik tat!!!

i'm fuckin stress..... how MANY OF U nod i'm fallin le...

i keep goin hospital u all nod ma???

haiis....

carol nuer....

mummy really sorry for nt replyin u...

i've been really pissed off by e hospital tin n e stupid fucker gal tin....

i'm stressed too....

mummy meet u up one day kk??

we really go chat...

its lik we've drifted abit le...

hope u dunn du lan miie....

gal jus cheer up kk??

chris....

i sense smthg wrong wif u tis few days....

watt happen to u ??

can u jus tell miie??

i nod u gt tins hidin frm miie...

but i hope u wont break ur promise....

dun keep frm miie....

n dunn walk away again lik last time le....

haiis.....

dar....

sorry for tis few days...

nt in a good mood cox of stupid fuckin tins....

haiis...

i'm goin crazy soon...

i'm no longer xiiao michelle le....

haiis....

2008-08-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

its been so long since i update my blog....
i've been really unhappy tis few days...
jus went 4 check up last monday..
in e end still need to do again tis comin tues...
haiis...
i'm sad... i'm depressed...
been sick 4 a few days...
but...its really hurts my hurt when mummy they all dun believe i'm sick...
mummy...i'm really sick...y cant u guys trust me...
say frankly..
i'm really pissed off by everythin....
work...friends..relationship..family...
y cant they b more understandin...
i'm really tired of all tis stupid nonsense...
i'm really tired...
i jus hope i can slp n nvr wake up again...
i'm sad..i'm depressed...
but who nods...
no body understand me....
i'm really goin mad at tis rate...
do ppl care???
all they care is bout themselves!!!!
我是真的很累了!!! 我已经不懂怎样去笑了!!!
你们为何一直逼我!!!
i really feel lik cryin now...
i really feel lik MIA for a moment...
i really dun feel lik workin!!!

and ya...
i've jus pierce my naval piercin not long ago...
damned happy sia...
now waitin 4 it to recover....

* can someone teach miie how to smile again??

2008-07-26T02:43:00.003+08:00

its been so long since i blogg again..
alot of tins happen tis few days..

To : Da chicken...

you gd lo..
go back malaysia enjoy.. miie here work till siiao also dunn care..
remember wat u promise miie k??
i hope u can do it..
muackxxx..

been unhappy tis few days..
reallly down of mood..
*can someone teach miie how to smile again??

TAGS REPLY :

GUYRENCE : lols..welcome la.. a friend in need is a frien indeed.. haha.. no need thanks.. ^^
CAROL BABY: bao bei..thanks 4 helpin mummy scold tat fucker off..mummy loves u tons ^^ =x

*YOU FAIL* : HEY FCUKER..U TINK UR ENGLISH GD MEH??I TELL U!! ITS SUCKS TO THE CORE MAN!! TIS IS MY BLOG!!TRY SPAMMIN IT AGAIN U'LL NOD E CONSEQUENCES!! YOU BLOODY GUY!!DUNN U TINK I DUNNO U LA HOR!!!
U DOG!! U DARE PUT UR REAL NAME!!NO NEED PUT FAKE NAME E.. UR ENGLISH IS THE WORST LA!! I WANN STUDY OR NOT U HUAN LO 4 WATT??!!DUN KAO PEI KAO BU HERE LA!! WANN COME FIND MIIE FACE TO FACE LA HOR!! C HOW GD UR ENG IS!! NA BEI CHEE BYE!!! GO FUCK UR MOTHER LA!! GO SUCK HER MILK LA!!

2008-07-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

here to post a TOUCHIN STORY:

她为了谁抽烟？
这一生……你可能会遇到许多喜欢你的人，但是，你可能永远都遇不到一个，你真正爱的人。所以，一旦遇到了…一定要好好的把握！

抽烟多年，他始终没戒。只好背着她偷偷地抽。她也一只眼睛睁，一只眼睛闭，装作不知道。忍耐不下时，就会发些牢骚。
“抽烟好吗？”她皱着眉头看他。

“不好。但我又没办法不抽。”

“我和烟，你要哪个？”

“都要，你对我不好，但我又没办法不爱。”

记得刚认识他时，他抽烟就抽得很凶。闲来没事，会夹根烟在食指和中指之间。通宵赶报告时更不用说，简直像参加了什么抽烟比赛。她常因他的烟，而咳得撕心裂肺。在一起之后，他才稍微收敛了些。

遇到朋友聚会时，他总会半途离席，鬼鬼祟祟借故到洗手间去抽烟。结果一次因为浑身的异味，引来了大家的侧目，她气得跟他大吵了一顿，冷战了三天才和好。或者一个风高气爽，满月高挂的星夜，两人本来应该好好享受着浪漫的时刻，正当她靠在他怀里的时候，他忽然不说话了。

“怎么那么安静了？”他低头望着她沉默的脸庞。

“你刚才有没有抽烟？”

“…有…有。”他吞吞吐吐地回答了她。结果她立即推开他，独自到旁边坐着。

“一根而已…我没骗你。”他苦苦哀求。

“难道你就不能为了我把烟戒了吗？”她生气，又失望。

“ 给我一点时间好么？” “我这是为你好啊，你到底知不知道？”

他们的恋爱三周年纪念，约好了到海边庆祝。她忽然伸手一摸，发现车座底下有包烟。没有生气，似乎已习惯了烟的存在。只是嘟起嘴，把烟给没收了。

他害怕她会大发雷霆，会坏了当天的气氛，于是整个晚上都对她千依百顺，百般讨好。直到送她回家时，她竟把烟还给了他。
“答应我，抽完了里头的最后三根，就不抽了吧。”

他一时说不出话来，心里是满满的感动。除了对她傻笑，就一直用力地点头而已。即使要他上刀山下火海，他也十分愿意。
她知道，戒烟并不是一朝一夕的事，可是眼看他并没有下定决心的样子，她想尽所有的办法，来帮他戒烟。戒烟糖，戒烟药，都买了，却还是没有起色。

“不如我去学抽烟，然后戒烟，再教你戒烟，好不好？”
“别傻，哪有人这样的阿”他敲了她的脑袋一下。
“或许真会有用呢？”她像决定了下来。
“你都不会抽烟的嘛，干嘛逼自己做不愿做的事呢”
“那你怎么才能戒烟成功呢？”她担忧着。
“我已经尽力了。”他摸摸她的头说。
“我不想失去你…”她哭了起来。 “傻瓜…。”
到市中心逛街，看见一部拍大头贴的机器。她硬拖着这他跑到机器前，投下硬币拍了两张。接着贴在他的钱包里。
“要抽烟的时候，请看看照片里的我。”
挣扎了许久，他厌倦了戒烟的问题总围绕在他们的身边。

终于，提出了分手。他们在电话旁安静地掉了一夜的眼泪。他在她睡着後，挂下了电话。结束了这段感情。他瞬间消失在生活中，戒烟的问题也消失了。她过得特别轻松，但感觉上却少了什么。有人在身边抽烟，传来的烟草味，她想起了他。她想念气他身上的烟草味想念他靠在他怀里的味道。那时烟草味。想念他千方百计想掩饰的味道。那时烟草味。烟草味，就是属于他的味道。

她开始了第一根烟，想他的感觉特别强烈。她将第二根呼出的烟雾，弥漫整个房间，就连被单，也好想变成她曾讨厌的他的被单。闻着四溢的烟草味，她才安然入睡。

日复一日，她离不开烟了。是抽烟上了瘾，一切已经不那么清楚了，她只懂：抽烟。
一年後的他们，偶遇在一年後的街头。如失散多年的老朋友，大家回到海边叙旧起来。相比之下，她变得憔悴多了。他看了有些心疼，这都是因为他。

她点起了一根烟。
“你会抽烟？”他惊讶的看着她。
“嗯…要吗？”她深深吸了一口，再递了包烟给他。
“不了，我戒了。”
“哦？什么时候戒的？”她惊讶得看着他
“半年前，为一个我爱的人。”她没有回应。指间的烟在颤抖。
多年来的感情，一直都希望他能戒烟，分手后竟不敌他半年前遇到的那个人？！
她觉得自己是彻底的失败。于是，默默地抽完剩下的烟。
“你呢？什么时候开始抽烟的？”
“一年前，为一个我爱的人。”
“那…你是想帮他戒烟吗？”他以为有人代替了他的位置。
“不，只是我眷恋他的味道”

是他吗？一年前他们刚分手。他在推测，他打开皮包，给她看里头褪色的大头贴“这是我为她戒烟的人，因为我想回到她的身边。”

她看着他，眼淚从眼角，顺着脸颊滑了下来。

“现在…换我来教你戒烟…好吗？”

愛情可以穿越時空，穿過永恒~以只存在戀人鼻息閒秘密的香味~傳遞著永遠相愛的訊息╰☆╮不灌你是否相信~愛情就是這樣浪漫芬芳的存在著~在每個人心靈的深處 .

2008-07-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

14/07/08:

yesterday was a nite mare to miie...
almost was to be send to hospital le..
why??
'coz i was havin nose bleedin non stop..
from tink around 2 in e mornin till tink bout 4 still haven recover!!!
e blood was lik keep flowin lik tap water lik tat..
i was lik totally stunned lo..
mayb coz of losin too much blood...
i felt goin to faint...
no energy @ all!!
wat the..haiis...
my dear did not sleep a wink e whole nite jus 2 take care of miie..
really very touchin..
TO: dear...
sorry 4 makin u so gan jiong yesterday...
i nod u were shock to see miie lik tat...
sorry...i dunno why tis happen lo...
thanks 4 being wif miie e whole nite...
i love you.. ^^ muackz..
@ work...
more n more du lan her le..
u wann flirt go outside flirt...
dunn wann work jus say man!!
chee bye...
i really hav enough of u le u hongster!!!
and ppl...
i'm a guai kia..
not some hongster or wat...
i admit tat i gots tons of gan kors,jies,meis,di etc..
so wat??
i'm not a bad gal ok!!
so watt i gt lots of piercins??!!
i lik it n u guys huan lo 4 watt...
say not gangster le lo...
wa lau...
dun assume miie k...
i'm 101% guai e ...
haha..
= xiiao michelle =

2008-07-13T00:09:00.004+08:00

(actin cute e miie!! nice ma??lol.. i've become siao kia le)

back to bloggin...

its been so long since i last post le...

alot of tins had happen recently...

haiis...

sad tins...

take it 4 today..

i quarrel wif my darlin...

sorry darlin...

i dun mean it e...

its goin 2 be quite a big issue tml @ mummy shop le...

haiis...

TO: chris...

sorry 4 today...

for makin u difficult today..

i also dunn mean it e..

i hope our friendship wont be stained/drift apart due to tis matter..

thanks 4 ur cough med...

i'll eat it e...

see you on mon my dear frien!!

11/7/08:

today heard from mummy tat my darling krisby had admitted to hospital..

really very shock!!

been emoin e whole day..

all of us were reall worried...

the doctor giv daddy 3 option..

1.let krisby continue wat she is sufferin now n let her gradually pass away..

2.let krisby eat med but will still can die...

3.let krisby had an operation..the chances are 70%

daddy choose e 3rd one..

stupid doctor!!!the option he gave isn't it e same??!!

kao!!!

around nite time..

e doctor called..

we were all relieved when we herad tat krisby has been out of danger...

*sweat*

god bless her...

really...

thanks chris 4 ur cheerin up...

if not i'll confirm cry e...

u r e best la...

thanks 4 cheerin me up n comfortin miie all e way man...

shall end here le..

= xiiao michelle =

2008-07-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

siian...
borin day today....
really bored..
feelin down whole day...
haiis...

ANDY LIM HAN BOON!!!

U BETTER WATCH OUT!!!

DUN YOU TINK WAT U DO K!!!

BETTER DUN DO ANY STUPID TINS!!

YOU BETTER FASTER SETTLE E TINS U OWE MY STEAD!!
I DUNN CARE IF U PARALYSE OR WAT!!

YOU MAY TRICK OTHER PPL BUT NOT MIIE!

DUNN KAO BEI KAO BU IN FRONT OF MY DEAR LA HOR!!!

U WILL ONLY MAKE URSELF WORST LA HOR!!
U WANN KAO BEI KAO BU CME FIND MIIE..

DUNN NEED FIND MY STEAD TOK COCK LA HOR!!!

NO MONEY GO BORROW FRM LOAN SHARK LA!!

NA BEI CHEE BYE...

TRY MIA AND I'LL HUNT U DOWN!!!

TRY PLAY SOMEMORE TRICKS LA..

U'LL NOD WHER U BE NXT!!!

KAO BEI!!

= xiiao michelle =

2008-07-02T01:26:00.005+08:00

冲动

忍不住
想要爱你的冲动不确定你属于我
会有点寂寞你给的幸福
在我心中自由走动抚平我
每一个伤口

忍不住
想要吻你的冲动不确定我的执着
能让你感动我只能相信
自己感受不怕失落关于你的一切
我想要比谁都懂

我的心
是被你设定的闹钟提醒我
想你的时间不够用为什么
平淡的事情现在忽然生动是你改变我
你改变我

你是情人
还是朋友还没勇气
想得太多你的世界
如此辽阔我会在哪个角落

=xiiao michelle=

2008-07-02T01:26:00.002+08:00

1/7/2008 :

today keep cheerin ah pui up...
coz of some reason...
lol...keep chattin wif him...
hmmm...
ah pui...cheer up soon!!!
suddenly feel lik a consellor...
keep consellin ppl...
haha...

REPLY TAGS :

TO CAROL NU ER...
mummy really appreciated goin out wif u yesterday...
really long time dun hav tis feelin le...
dun worrry bout startin sch...
its goin to past very fast e...
cheer up gal..!!!

TO XIAO CHRIS-ANDY :
you bo xim e...
i msn u nvr reply miie e...
humph...
lol...

30/6/2008:

after work met my dearest gal...
chat wif her all e way...
keep chatttin wif her...
acc her frm amrt 2 her house...
den frm her hse to 888...
den to her hse again..
to amrt..den frm amrt to 768 again...
haha...den frm dere back 2 888 again den follow back 2 her hse...
e 2 of us majiam siao kia lik tat...
keep walkin here n dere...
meet zhi ying sun nu later..
den chat wif her...
tok cock sing song...
until bout 12 plus....
den go hm...
lol...after tat meet my dear...
go 4 supper...
lol...really a long day today lol...
haha...misses all my gans...
u all r ssemid by miie xiao michelle!!!
loves Y
= xiiao michelle =

2008-06-29T00:23:00.002+08:00

28/06/08 :

aiya....forgot to update my blog again...lol...

kinda of lazy to write tis few days...

well..today went to johor wif my piggy...

almost whole day @ citysquare...

go dere gai gai...

lol..buy alot of clothes..wahaha...

really very cheap lo..

haha...but e journey dere very long...

stuck in e custom 4 so long...

fcuk lo...haiiis..lik sardine...chicken..

even cme back also same...

kao...all ppl bully miie..

kao...treat miie still lik a children...

didn't respect miie...

cut miie queue somemore..

na bei...in e end hav 2 diao them..

haiis...almost diao dai ji i@ johor lo...

stupid ppl...i nvr do anythin...

when i walk past tat gang..

they lik keep followin us lo...

lik wann find us trouble..

luckily we managed to siam..

if not i hav to call my back up down le..

almost take out phone call le...

chicken lo... they hav nthg to do meh??

wann to chey miie...kao...

but...luckily i'm back safely...

if not all my gans will definitely b worried e...

go dere so long always nthg happen e..

lol...today ven wear until very guaI kia lo..

really wann fcuk them lo..

haiis...

but still enjoy myself afterall...

loves all my gans...

= xiiao michelle =

2008-06-28T01:16:00.001+08:00

no mood to blog...
feelin very depressed...
jus let miie be alone...

to andy:
already link u le....see u soon..
misses...

= xiao michelle =

2008-06-26T23:58:00.004+08:00

26/06/2008:

dunnno why tis few days
keep postin @ such a weird time..

everytime post le in e end
already pass tat day le...

lol..

today go TTSH for check
up...

haiis..stupid
lo...

late 15
mins...

affter tat go
in..

stupid lo..stupid
doctor...

do somethin to my
anus...

lol...now very
pain....

sobx....

haiis...still gt lots of
appointment ahead..

really hate 2 go
lo...sobx..

haiis...after tat went mummy
shop slack..

really very sian
lo...

go dere talk cock
only...

lucky my nu er come and pei
wo...

if not i sure sian till die
e...

haha...she come to shop with
xiao m...

really wann to thanks xiao m
for helpin miie today...

really appreciated
it...

thanks...love u lots
la...

haha...and also nvr forget to
thanks

my precious nu er for helpin
miie ...

u guys really did a great
job..

hahax...

went 2 cosway with
precious...

den go
shoppin...

really very long nvr go out wif
u le...

really miss it
lo...

we shall go out often k gal
gal??

mummy love ya
"/

and to
darlin...

i really touched tat u acc
miie today...

although u very
tired..

acc miiie go hospital today
really make miie touched..

although u keep naggin miie 4
being late..

haha...i love ya tons tons
la... muackz...

= xiiao michelle =

2008-06-26T01:03:00.002+08:00

25/06/2008:

today went 2 work as usual...
same routine as everyday...
haiis...
almost dio dai ji jus now!!!
stupid frien of mine...
his frien dunno miie...
den when i lik diao my frien....
he told my frien wann che miie ma???!!!
i was lik wth?
den my frien go scold him back...
NA BEI!!! SHE MY FRIEN LA!!! CHE WATT CHE!!!
in e end he malu go away...
haha...lame rite...
haiis...tml goin to TTSH le..
i'm really scared...
hope i'll be fine...
ppl...pray 4 mie...
loves...
= xiao michelle =

24/06/08:

Meet my precious gal today....
she was cryin til very jia lat...
try consolin also no use...
suddenly feel very lousy 2 be her mummy...
haiis....cant even help my gal...
i'm really sad seein her lik tat....
dunno why all those stupid F*CKER wann say my gal!!!
pls la...for goodess sake!!!
my darlin is not a pushover k??!!
WHOEVER TRY TO BULLY HER U'LL GET IT FRM MIIE!!!

TO DARLIN NU ER:

mummy really sad to see u lik tat...
mummy hate to see u cry...
mummy tell u...
sch is much more funner than workin life...
mummy experince it i nod e...
sch is much more easier to pass ...
trust mummy...
big gals dunn cry...
so dunn cry k???
mummy wann u feel happy...
dun care wat others say bout u....
dun care wat e heck they tell u...
u happy can le....
they jus lik to spoil ur mood e...
so why let them succeed rite???
tink bout wat i told u ba..
mummy will always b dere 4 u e "/

= xiao michelle =

2008-06-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

甜蜜的快乐记忆。。。

飘零的芳香。。。

有一个未到过的地方。。。

有我的故事在播放。。。

really being quite down tis few days...

haiis....

keep wentin out 4 supper with darlin tis few nites...

really miss him alot...

somehow is lik we drifted quite alot...

really miss him tons....

its lik i gt so many tins want to tell him..

but always dunn have e oppunity,...

dear...

i really miss u tons...

ppl....dunn use tat kind of stupid face look @ miie when i in my casual clothes!!!

jus view john e profile again...

started to miss him again...

haiis...

cryin when i see his profile...

although not really tat nod him...

but he is lik a bro takin care of miie tat time i'm with my ex...

joke ...play wif miie...

really miss him...

haiis...

jus feel lik havin a few days rest to enjoy myself...

really goin mad these days...

guys...

if u see miie behavin weird...

dunn get too shocked...

coz i'm in e process of maddin...

and to my di xavier...

dun go pun gum @ amrt if u dunn wann mummy they all nod...

now almost everyone worryin bout u le la...

wann pun go other place pun la...

n 1 more tin...

dun pun le...not good 4 health...

i've walk past wat u goin through b4...

i nod how u feel...

but pun isn't a good way to do....

trust jie...

jie dun wann u go boys home...

ke yi ma???

= xiao michelle =Y

2008-06-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

22/06/08:
today is my precious 女儿 e bday!!!
here a song 4 u gal!!!!
happy birthday 2 u...
happy birthday 2 u...
happy birthday to my dearest bao bei...
happy bday 2 u....
gal...mummy love u la....
sorry cant celebrate bday wif u...
but mummy promise u i'll retreat u 1 day..
love ya gal!!!
= xiao michelle = Y

21/6/08:

什么叫快乐？？
就是掩饰自己的痛苦对每个人微笑。。。

i'm really tired...
tired of e life i'm havin now...
i've lost my happiness towards everythin le...
i wanted to get it back...
i'm really tired...
feel lik sleepin n nvr get up again...
i'm really exhausted...
work..friens..stead..gans...
all are givin miie pressure...
i both phsically n mentally exhausted...
someone pls save miie...
not 4 my dar...
i wouldn't hav hold till now...
thanks my dar..
n those who really console miie...
i'm really glad...
thanks all my precious...
Y u guys!!

= xiao michelle = Y

2008-06-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

siiann...

not been updated for 2 days...

tis few days very late den finish work...

sob...

haiis...

dunno watt to write actually...

jus feel damned tired...

anyway...

to e KING: dun you try to spam my gal e acc!!

love my precious lots...

= xiiao michelle =

2008-06-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

Keep feelin down 4 e whole day...
really very down...
i miss alot tins i used 2 do in e past!!!
i miss my gang...
i miss my gans...
i miss my freedom..
alot alot...
i really feel lik goin back 2 e past...
wif my present dar!!
i wanted to amend all e mistakes i did...
haiis...
seein my life now totally sucks...
i miss you baby...
i haven been really chatted wif u...
i really feel lik huggin u now...
i want e feeelin of u wif miie ...
i'm losin sense of security
i'm losin all e tins...
i miss u badly my dar!!
i really feel very depress lo..
who can make mie smile for now???

= xiiao michelle =

TAGS REPLY!!!
joey jie: haiis...i really feelin very lost...very tired...i feel lik washin my hands off all e tins...i', really goin to bust le lo...

HAPPY 1 YR 3 MTHS MY DEAR!!! Y

2008-06-17T23:48:00.003+08:00

I really dunno wat to say...

tis few days keep bloggin @ e wrong time!!!

17th is miie n my dar e anniversary..

really a bit sAD tat we cant celebrate...

due 2 e stupid work!!!

haiis...

really a fuckin day!!

Its really pissin miie off!!!
Wat e hell r all tis!!!

I'm really sick n tired of all tis stupid work le!!

All i wish now is some peace!!

a really few days off 2 do watt i wann!!!

i really sick n tired!!!

really wann to dao le!!!

I'm really tired both mentally n phsically!!!
can someone jus grant my wish!!!

write till here le...

nite ppl..

Ygans lots!!!

i love all my precious!!!

Ymy dar!!muackx!! =)

= xiiao michelle =

F**c off ppl!!

2008-06-17T00:59:00.002+08:00

really a fuck up day lo!!
early in e mornin kana wronged cos someone say peng wei!!
chee bye!!
in e end i kana scolded 4 nthg cos of tat stupid chee bye kia!!
to X....R, i sumpa 2 wei kang b4 tat i wont say out ur secret means i wont!!
mummy nod e truth not coz i told her!!
is coz u make her find out!!
walkin wif a group of pia kia,
u tink mummy wont suspect anythin ma??!!
when she ask miie,i keep quiet!!
reason?coz i promised i wont tell le!!
u make miie really hate u!!
tis is e 2nd time u say pengg wei le!!
u tink i really will take it ma!!
u nod i've try to help u ma??
but mummy jus dun believe u didn't join!!
if u dunn wann her to nod,
dun walk pass e shop wif them!!
u nod now i'm really findin it hard to swollow tis stupid tin ma??
chee bye!!
i really du lan le lo!!
i dunn wann later 1 day wei kang come look 4 miie askin miie y i say out k!!
i did not means not!!
tis stupid matter u guys better dun drag miie in!!
tis tin i sua le!!
i'm really sad tat jie choosed 2 help him lo!!
i really burst out of tears tis mornin!!
u nod ma??!!
u guys dunn drag miie in again!!
i really have eonugh!!
N to e wife of him,
i nod wat u up 2,
dunn tink tat u can hide ANYTHIN from miie!!
dunn wann come work jus say so!!
dunn giv stupid reason!!
KAO BEI!!
really sick n tired of all tis stupid nonsense le!!
FUCK OFF MAN!!

= xiiao michelle = Y

= xiiao michelle =

2008-06-16T01:17:00.004+08:00

actin emo!! Get out of my sight!!

wa...today really a bad day 4 miie lo...haiis...

today wake up late ended up no time 4 breakfast...

den in e end hav 2 ask my piggy to buy breakfas 4 miie..

so touchin..

after tat go 4 miie smokin session..

in e end almost fall down while i light my hoonki...

stupid lighter lol...kanasaii...no gas e...

sob...in e end kana cut @ e ankle dere...

chee bye...

whole day lik only 1 person workin lik tat lo..

si bei kanina lo...

whole day g 2 person work in e end only 1 do all e stupid tins..

might as well giv miie 2 person e pay better!!

in e end..after i do finish all my daily routine job..

i hew lan e rest le..

really very tired lo..

imagine u work 12hrs a day,6 days a week..

how will u feel...kao..

slack and slack e whole day...wahaha.. "/

by rite can close shop early e ...

in e end cos of those stupid fuckers!!
hai miie cannot meet my ah family!!

chicken...in e end after i finish work..

they already on e way back amrt le...

haiis...happy 3 yrs ah family!!!

we guys pua buey toh e!!!

we r simply e best!!!

shall end here le...

feelin super tired!!

= xiiao michelle =

Wat a fuckin day!!!

2008-06-14T23:40:00.003+08:00

haiis....today nvr go work...
mc...coz of my sick....
really veri xin ku e whole day lo..
haiis..whole day stay at home rottin lo...wahaha...
meet my precious dear after his work...
den we eat lunch together at my house...
lol...dunn wann go out todaY e ...
but in e end i forgot tml is FATHER'S day!!!
den quickly rus downto causeway point buy 2 presents...
1 for my daddy n 1 for my god daddy..
hope they lik my presents...
hahax..went walk around after tat...
hmmm...saw a gal diao miie..
na bei!!she diao miie lik as if i dunno lik tat..somemore give miie tat fuckin face...
den i hot le...i look @ her all e way den diao her back...
chicken lo...diao wat diao!!!dunn give miie a chio bu face when u actually not!!!na bei!!!
after shop finish le..
its time 2 go back home le...as usual..we smoke our fave hoonki den go take train..
haha..den got a group of guys walk past miie..
one of them keep lookin @ miie n smile @ miie...
i dunno tis e...
den in e end my dar told miie...
i was lik huh?wat e...lol...
after tat gt 2 guys standin...den 1 of them keep lookin @ miie lo...
den wan look dun wan look lik tat...in e end i stare @ him den he lik shy shy lik tat...lol...
den in e end hew lan him le..haha...
haiis...now feelin veri depress lo...tml workin...haiis...
can i say no to work???
i'm really tired of all tis nonsense le lo!!

= xiiao michelle =

= xiiao michelle = I'm back!!!

2008-06-14T01:55:00.002+08:00

hmm....it seems lik so long nvr update my blog le..

its lik already rottin dere le lol...

haha...

today went to my dearest san mao e 21th bdae...

by rite should b happi e..

but dunno y..

haiis...

receive a msg frm mummy half way durin e celebration..

haiis...fuck!!!

ask miie to work tml...

but i should work on sun e mah!!!

haiis...en i told her i'm not feelin well...

in e end she not happy!!!

kao!!!wat should i do siia!!

i'm really fed up wid tis kind of job le!!!

haiis...

signin off here...

= xiiao michelle =

sobx.....

2007-07-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

sobx....cant blog soon le...
coz no lappie le...
sobx....anyway...
jus hope tat tis few days can enjoy tis lappie ba....
haiis....try to update again ....
lol....
Y

pek check....

2007-06-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm...very pek check tis few days..
mac rush miie 4 schedule..
in e end i choose to return uniform...
haiis....after 2 yrs....
finally i've to quit le...
haiis...
kana scold by daddy...
haiis...
really very pek check lo...
4 no rythm or reason...
hmmm.....
clear room today....
in e end only clear a bit but my rubbish is already tonns le lo...
sian....
dunno how long i've gt to clear...
sobx....
soon i cant get to use comp le...
sobx.....
haiis....love dear lots...

Y

lalala <33

2007-06-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm.....
its been 2 days since i last post le...
hmmm.....
yesterday attend FLP e success day....
hmmmm.....
sian lo...
need to wear formal lo...
den in e end i got to borrow jie aunt e clothes le...
haha...in e end i choose my clothes until very late lo... lol...
somemore must wear very formal.....siian...
hmmm.....so yesterday i wore a dress go to THE ROCK AT SUNTEC....
haiis.....1st time goin dere lo....
hmmm.....after tat we go inside den enjoy e success day...lol
dunno why....
i jus cant really get high....
instead miie and my dear almost slept in dere....
den after bout 2 hrs....
we went out...
lol....can say sneak out....
haha....den we alll....
jackson kor,joey jie,miie and dear went to sakae eat ..
haha.....spend bout almost $100 dere lo...
haha....
after tat we all went around at suntec ...
in e end we bang onto our aai teams lo...
haha....suddenly dunno how to explain to them ...
lol....so we anyhow explain den faster siam as we cAN....
haha....in e end we went to sun plaza meet jayson they all.....
lol...stay dere 4 hrs...
in e end i almost dozed off dere lo...
den reach home bout eleven lo...
sian...whole day lik tat gone le....
sob....
anyway.....blog again later....watchin movie now..... bb....
loves michelle....
muackz....

Y

lol....wat a tired day...

2007-06-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm....today wake up rather early 4 miie i can say...

wake up at 12pm lol....but still not enough sleep..

zzz....whole day doin e presents to give to fang mummy...

in e end do 4 a few hours...

very siian...dunno wat she will feel when she see e presents...

hmmm.....very siian...

my 3 meals eat dumplings lo...

coz no money le...

so sad...

dear told miie his problem...

haiis....suddenly feel very hopeless...

i really duno how 2 help him lo...

stress siia...

dear...i dun mean it e...

hmmm....

meet dear 4 dinner den he meet his fren..

lol..e fren keep talkin bout job until i siian..

really gona sleep le..

but luckily clement came in time..

to acc miie smoke...

den pass e present to mummy...

lol..talk to her 4 a while..

hope she isn't angry wif miie anymore..

i love u mummy...

hmm.....

i goin slp le....damn tired...

zzz...goood nite diary...

muackz 2 my dear...

hope tml can be a better day...

HAPPY ANNIVESARY AH FAMILY <33

2007-06-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

heeee...

today is our ah family e 2 years annivesary wor..

times flies so fast and we r together 4 2 yrs le wor...

haha....happy ah fam day...Y

thanks guys 4 being there 4 miie all tis while....

hope we can meet up soon...

misses u guys ... ^.^

yeh...dar dar finally come back le...

spend e whole day wif him....

planned to go out e...

but in e end...

coz both of us not enough sleep...

so in e end have to stay at home...

sobx...@.@

anyway.....chiong audition until tired le... ^.^

anyway...blog till here le...

update tml...misses...

love dar lots...

<< wat a tired day >>

2007-06-19T02:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm....whole day doin alot of tins
wor...
its lik
tons of things for miie to do...
but i jus
got no mood at all...
kinda of
missin dear le...
although
he comin back tml mornin..
or rather
later...
haiis....
my aiai
bebe mia again siia...
never
inform miie...
aiai
ya...u nod i worry bout u mah...
haiis...
so siiann
lo...
now at tie
xiong kor e hse...
lol....all
sleepin le xcept miie...haha
anyway....i really miss dar
alot...
feel lik
huggin him tight and kiss him.. Y
hee...my
legs very suan cos jus now acc jie 4 nite joggin...
lol...now
lik jelly fish le...haha...
hmm....feel lik smokin now.....but
cant...
sobx...kana control...lol
anyway...i
goin to wake my kawaii e joe jiie up den i can go to my lala land
le...
hee...muackzY

<33 love dar <33

2007-06-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm....finally after so long i get my blog le...

cos e previous ones all forgot my password le..

lols...

anyway...

jus kinda of missin my dar dar coz he's in malaysia tis few days...

sob...

dum miie here...

anyway...

jus wanna wish miie and dar happy 3 mth anni...

hee...loves ya lots dear Y

and thank you jie...

joey jie 4 helpin miie wif tis and acc miie wor...

muackz... Y